Hello, I'm Back Again

Hello my friends, I am back after a very long time. So as i predicted before, I did not do a very good job at keeping my blog updated. But I am back, and its a new and very different summer, and I am going to try and do my best with keeping consistent.
That has kind of been my theme of this summer, consistency and improvement. I have kind of fallen into a point of my life where so much change has been hitting me all at one time. I used to be a woman that loved a strict routine, and I am beginning to realize how much that actually benefited me in the long run. I always had a consistent boyfriend, friends, work schedule, classes, eating habits (though not always the best) and work out schedule. Currently looking at my life and what it is now I feel like I have really lost touch with all of that, and I desperately want it all back, or at least to some extent. I need to become more balanced and focused and much less afraid. I have lost so much confidence in the process of all this change and its time that I bring that back too.
So far I am begining to try and improve a few things in my life that I feel will begin to give me modivation and encouragement to update my life.
Some of these things include:

1.) Gardening EVERY sunday....no exceptions......well i guess the only exception is if im not anywhere near home at all on sunday. And if thats the case then I have to garden the day that I return back home.

2.) I am going to walk/bike ride to school all the days I need to go there. During this time I will not listen to my ipod, because I am learning to deal with my own mind again, and not to just push it away.

3.) I am going to only allow myself to spend money on a lunch i dont bring to work 2 times a month, no more than that.

4.) I am going to read a chapter of a book everyday.

5.) I am going to save a dollar into my savings bank acount everyday.

These are the beginning steps I am taking to start my new and improved lifestyle. Im trying to become the women that I would be proud of and to enjoy everyday I spend in my life, while trying to avoid as much stress as possible.
Let the challenge begin...